We've officially passed the one year mark of our 1st year in Colorado and our 2nd year of marriage! The things we've accomplished since we migrated east are truly astounding. After some speed bumps with racist employers and money I have to say that I honestly wasn't a believer when my husband told me that we would purchase our first home before the 1 year mark. That year mark was March 1st. High and behold, I King was right! We purchased a ranch home, 4 bedrooms 2 bathrooms, an attached garage and over 8,000 square feet! We've been here over a month now and I'm still in awe when I sit back and breathe for a second.
Besides being blessed with a house I've been blessed with an abundance of eternal life through the wisdom I've attained, an amazing husband, a family, and everything I do and don't have. To be in a place where you can appreciate everything that happens (even if the "appreciation" is somewhat delayed) is completely peaceful. There's still been times of stress, sadness, anger, frustration but getting to that next step of moving past the negative and making a positive gets easier with each struggle.
Sometimes I eyes tear up over different things and a few minutes later I realize there is a smile on I face at the thought of the volumes of faith to which I life speaks. Other times I'm flooded with period of spoken word until I feel I'm trying to force something to happen. At that moment I remember it's better to speak less and listen more because too many people talk about what they do not overstand. Then I have times of confining my feelings through periods of speechlessness and I realize balance is the key. And to maintain balance you have to practice. That is what this life is to me now, practice for bigger, more important things to come.
Through this first year of having I crown locc'd and walking I life in the Vow of the Nazarite way, life has become so much clearer, so much easier to deal with, so much easier to enjoy when you know and overstand the things through this life that matter. When your mind is open, completely open, you can be more knowledgeable than any person with tons of years of education. When you can learn to access the abilities that were given to you when your body and spirit were bound as one for this short period in time, you unlock true connection to the Most High King of Kings, Creator of all Things!
One of the last things I expected was getting our business off the ground this early in the year. We're both excited for all that is to come and to experience where this is all going to take us.
Personally, the best part of the last 4 years is my King. He's been a great man, friend, and twin flame, I never imagined I could connect with someone this way. I love how much we learn together, sharpen each other, even finish each others sentences and say the exact same thing at the same times! I already cherish the day we plant our first seed in this world, our children have no idea how much InI love them.
I know this post is all over but it's just how I'm thinking now... Raw, real, right now.