A recent disagreement with my husband reaffirmed something for me that is very new. I've been reading Theta Healing by Vianna Stibal and learning how our beliefs aren't always healthy and they can contradict themselves. I've realized that I love to write and when I came out to Colorado I was going to pursuer my dreams and I put that on hold. I love my job and I love to think about it when I'm not there but I love writing more. And I have much to share and much to learn from writing.
I'm so happy that I'm at a point in my life where I love my job and I'm pursuing writing. This week my manager saw my Poets & Writer's magazine sitting on my desk and ended up telling me that he used to be part of a writing group! He told me they used to subscribe to the magazine so they could read up on the calls. I had no idea what calls were. Because this is my 2nd issue and after I cracked the first one I never opened it again. Became so caught up in my exciting new path at my exciting new job that I was focused on just that.
But last night I realized I wasn't completely happy and I tried to put that off on my husband when it's no where near his fault. I'm the one that stopped pursuing what I loved because it started to become too real. There is no way I came all the way out to Colorado to get scared and run away from what my soul is craving.
I'll be published soon.